Jesus

what I really think

For the last five years, my focus was on financial success — $20k months, a dream villa, luxury, and the validation that came with it.

Looking back, I see much of that drive stemmed from bitterness toward those who had wronged me. “Proving haters wrong.”

It led me to make choices that weren’t aligned with my heart, chasing ego and recognition, like when I was making $9k/month through a crypto scheme I brought others into. I learned a tough lesson there.

I’ve participated in the kind of marketing I now cringe at, driven by a need to compete and prove myself.

But life shifts our perspectives. Over time, I’ve felt a deep, quiet change in myself.

Now, I prioritize seeking the Kingdom of God within my heart, trusting that everything else — my relationships, finances, health — will fall into place as I do.

Each day, I take a moment to quiet my heart, invite Jesus' presence, and ask, “Lord, what do You want me to do today?” In that stillness, I listen and follow with peace.

Let me take you back in time…

I was baptized in Greece at nine years old. Since then, I’ve had countless mystical experiences that have shown me the true, unmatched love and authority of Christ. Though I rarely talk about these on social media or here, I know they are sacred and frankly, they are the core of what is True for me.

Through it all, I’ve sought peace in other spiritual paths - psychedelics, energy healing, therapy, somatic work, sex, etc. - but nothing compares to the joy and peace I find when I deepen my relationship with Christ.

I’ll wrap this up by saying very clearly that I have nothing to prove to you and I actually wish you more success than me : )

My intention writing this is that this frees us both up to speak our mind more openly and honestly around religion, spirituality, and what is real for you.

For me, I’m learning to return to my first love — Christ, who calls to me no matter where I’ve been or what I’ve done.

You are my glory and my deepest peace, Christ.

God bless you and yours, friends,

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